Current location:	cc
Current mood:	uncomfortable

okay. so why cant people just be honest? seriously. If you would just come out and say...i really dont want to be your friend...i just want an occasional fuck...at least i would know what i was getting myself into. RADICAL HONESTY!!!! i specifically bring it up so that the person knows that i like to be told upfront about things and not surprised by the next random whore who comes along and say i ruined her life by messing around with the love of her life!

I know that im kind of everywhere at this point in my life. I used to only document and express my "whore"iffic moments. Now, i document and memorialize the tragedy that follow the sleepless nights.
i read books and listen to sad songs from 15-20 year olds who have absolutely no idea what i am going through. And the best part is that everytime something crappy like this happens, i think i am the only one it has ever happened to and i think that i am the only one who knows what it feels like and the world should stop for me.

- Side note-

i wish i would have tried harder in my typing class. without looking, this is how what i just wrote would look. -see below-

sode m-te=

o wosj o w[old have troed jarder om ,y tu[omh v;ass. wiyhpit lookijnf, this is hpw wjay i jusr wotew wpild lppk. -sww belpw.-

no lie! i think ill make that my goal for 09! BETTER TYPING SKILLS!!!!No Chicken Plucking!